That are watching ahead and binging the shows so they can feel smug ... that's the part of the channel that I hadn't really anticipated. I mean, whatever, but it makes everything feel sorta predetermined when the philosophy was largely to see what I could get away with. That's a motivation that I often have. Re: messaging Chloe -- ultimately, I wanted to know if she was reading them. So, despite the awkwardness, that was actually helpful. Because, I mean, c'mon: her profile suddenly changes, and it has a messaging function? I wasn't born yesterday.
People thought that taunting me would make me behave, but actually it didn't really work. I haven't been diagnosed with a disorder about that, but I've got this really strong anti-authoritarian thing. A bit like McFly.
Same goes for Barbara and other people that I email. Write me back.