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Writer's pictureAmanda Riddell

chatter 31.12.22 - part 1

Justified S2E01 riffs: Watch the show, then read my comments, spies... 🧨

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As for Eilish: this is why I think people think those things about you and Lucinda and Alexandra.


I love you as a friend, and I definitely miss you, but fuck are people small-minded about me. 👍


I don't wanna fuck Eilish or Chloe. I don't really wanna fuck anyone, though there are some people who I'd let fuck me.


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And Aidan re: short people, though she seems like a grown-up, which is why I feel particularly comfortable with her.


While I'd say that watching Justified when it originally aired is why I felt strongly about legalising weed. ☘️


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So yeah, if you want to sleep with me, that's all I want.


I don't want to have sex with people, but yeah my bed feels empty.


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And that's why I'm too keyed-up to binge the show: it both reflects and represents the stereotypes lurking beneath the Kiwi Kannabis debate.


I don't desire underage girls. And 16 is the official age of consent. I haven't tried to sleep with an underage girl, but I'm pointing this difference out because Naomi from my high school class was statutorily raped by some guy.


Hannah, her older sister, played trombone in the orchestra (first trombone before Rosie), but Naomi was in a relationship with an older guy, and was also in my maths class. So I heard the story, and my ear for gossip is legendary.


I respect the age of consent, but I do think that women develop earlier than men. My Mum had fully developed tits by 14 or something.. that's what she told me.


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I don't care if Gary or Dakta are genuine paedos: I'm overage, and I like hanging out with those dudes. It's my choice, and I honestly like them.


This is what escorting means, and if I charged for my services, I'd make a bundle, but this suited me better. ☘️


My actual female friends have been way handsier and invasive with their attitudes than the old people. And regardless of polite society's opinions, this is still better than Peter Hooper and all those people who go overseas to fuck boys.


Carmen tolerated ageplay too, and alternative sexual lifestyles is a really broad umbrella. I am pro-furry, pro-ageplay, pro-kink. ⚧️🕸️🍃🦄 My twin brother used to go to munches... my friends are often trans/non-binary or fairies. -


This is my world, and that (tbh) is probably why I dug Chloe at the CRC: we seemed to be speaking the same language.

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As I said last night, yes, I did a variation on my first-year acting exercise re: eye contact with Chloe, but changed my mind after the footage. So the other stuff was straight down the barrel, but yeah that was the first interview of that day.


As for Chloefilm: that was my idea entirely, and I sent it to her. But ultimately the ad was about Amanda the film composer rather than the footage. 🎹


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People can project what they want onto my attractions, but my real track record speaks the truth.


Yes, maybe I feel attractions, but my own choice is to deny them and do other things rather than ask anyone (regardless of age) to have sex. -


This is sub privilege. This is why (similar to cannabis), I find myself advocating for people who do things that make me queasy.


If I was a domme, I couldn't claim victimhood, but tbf my real reality isn't people who were as kink-aware as the Daktory.


Penny was a pro, and I think that's why Eilish let slip she had a fetlife account when she visited the Daktory. And my other weed friends were from the sex work world as well, so I sorta figured what others (didn't) realise was a decades-long connection between those two worlds of underworld. I'm glad I found more books to prove my point. 👍✌️ -


My underworld druggie friends were ok with who I was. That's what wasn't true about the rest of you. ✌️


But yes, I remember an occasion where Dakta was into a young guy and it made me feel weird. I forget the name, but this was when the bogan dudes were being evicted from the club.

I used to have video of that day, but that was my old iPhone 4 rather than the new phone.😅

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I have moved on from the old club; one of my dreams is to open a new version of the club. Well, as we can see, actually I'm pitching that all my friends should open their own clubs, and that's what would make Welly a great city .. we have bars, we have whores, we have cannabis clubs -- that's going to draw tourists. 😅 - And yeah, I'd like that as an income stream that was totally legit. Which isn't what I experienced during the Daktory Wellington saga: I'm close to those guys, but yeah I have zero useful crumbs of info for those who want to prosecute Dakta. He's savvy; I'm just the fairy he likes re: club vibes and all that jazz. And yeah, it's awesome that one of my old flatties is part of that too, and it's nice to have Jeffrey around as a similar-age dude to chat to about all the future vibes.


I don't want anyone who thinks I'm a bigot (more than themselves) to work with me. I want all of us to face the innate bigotry of human society, and then we can try to build utopia.


We're all selective. We're all exclusionary. That's part of the human condition, and that's why I haven't joined the Greens.


Those people seem ludicrously wide-eyed (while being seriously exclusionary)... I don't vote National, but a Greens who can't go teal will never succeed in my honest opinion. - And I advised Chloe that she shouldn't contest the leadership: I'm more conservative than she is. That's just me being myself... and I would have said the same regardless of whether she was listening or not.

It was my two cents, and if she listened to those out of the thousands of reckons which must have come her way, well, that's because I'm savvier than people think. While I'm personally slightly annoyed that she hasn't written back to me. I realise she's busy, but yeah if she's either annoyed or in love with me, either way I feel a face-to-face would be useful for both of us. 👍

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The Māori who went teal were back in within two terms... so I think the Greens should seriously consider showing they care more about the environment than a coalition partnership with Labour.


I doubt the Nats would oppose most of the rural measures when push comes to shove, while Labour seem more in love with the growth mindset of capitalism than any other party in Parliament. -


Re: farming and emissions, I think the Greens should invest into explaining methane emissions: C02 isn't NZ's most important emissions stat.


Intensive dairying would probably halt quickly if people realised we're an export market and most Kiwis consume the chaff rather than the wheat from our diary and beef emissions.


farming isn't the problem: dairy farming is the problem. And I wrote the fucking Fonterra news briefing for about 9 months, so I fucking know what the emissions pipeline is.


Again, something I already had for the 2050 version of my movie.... I'm very adept, and I've spent 14 months being paid cash money to read the news, so I am savvy.


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I can't be 'loud' after 10pm in my room: it's not selective mutism - it's cautious pragmatism.

I realise that my ideas are 'inflammatory' - they're supposed to be.


A real MP can't say this shit: but their unofficial anger translator totally can. Though I have to point out here that actually MP's 'in the house' have the most privileged speech of any New Zealander. It's the transmission outside the house that fucks them off... but pirate me basically feels that this is how TV is consumed: bits and pieces rather than full speeches. But Chloe's full speech I watched a few times, then built with random shit from my music library. FB laws are definitely looser than NZ Broadcasting Laws: my show is supposed to take advantage of that. Which is probs why RNZ dig it.


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I joined Te Pāti Māori because I saw Raiwri's arts paepae, then read the policy platform.


I don't think the goals of the party are 100% realistic, but that's not their goal. They're there to speak truth, regardless of politics.


And I'd rather be on the right side of change. I may not be the quickest adopter of Te Reo, but I'm working at it. And I do think that honestly as a Pākehā that my ability to speak the language should be secondary to Māori speakers.


I'm keen to take the pronunciation lessons from RNZ, but I genuinely believe that money wasted on me is just wasted money: I don't need to be fluent to be understood, while for people with strong whakapapa, it should be prioritised.


My gift is with English. I have prodigious gifts with that language, and all the regional accent variants, so yeah... there's lots of ways to help, and I try to help the parties I told people to vote for last election.


And I chose the one I preferred to join.


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