serving black people

Well, I don't really see it that way. I'm a member of TPM, and I could theoretically advocate strongly within that space, but I trust their process and the leadership.

So, hence, I built AMPP to espouse my own view. It's easier to be myself in Māori spaces.

Plus I've always been of the opinion that Black culture isn't really authentic to Māori or Pacific Islanders. So, yeah, all this great replacement bs that comes up in the porn reflects the very real belief that people have regarding the death of white people.

Which is totally an exaggeration. I mean, Pākehā are still being born...

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Easily my least favourite part of people preferring to interact with my porn profile, rather than having real, honest conversations, is that it allows all these shitheads to unload all their fucking secret fears, and then blame me as if I'm the representation of those fears.

Most virtue-signallers are secret bigots. That's why they strive so hard: to prove that they've got their racist tendencies under control.

To make it personal, a bunch of people that weren't confident in their trans expression, yet found confidence through mine, then accused me of being a fetishist because they were attracted to me and my porn profile.

And they made it about their race, not me. I wasn't the one saying that they were irritating me because they were Asian.

They were irritating me because they were privileged creeps stalking my page, attempting to control me and threatening me with charges.

I'm sorry, Cass, but nothing you or your husband can do will ever make up for the way that you made me feel via the porn. You must accept this answer. The ABDL 'jokes,' the 'we have a deal' jokes, the 'inevitable' jokes, the bullshit at the West Side Story premiere, the war over credit for a script I had clearly written, the attempts to pirate my songs, that is why I'm entitled to rant.

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Apologies. That's what I want from those 'well-meaning' bigots, and from the more brazen and overt bigots in the classical music scene.

Even the ones who were trying to be nice and thought they were going to escape criticism had bought into the 'Amanda isn't trans, this is just a phase and we can fix her' conversion therapy bullshit that Rosemary Riddell and Jake and other people from the anti-Amanda camp were saying.

My music is going fine as a synth-only thing atm. I seldom play much guitar when I'm in the composing flow. The opera might take a year or longer to compose: Dave was quite keen on the idea in part because it wasn't a commission.