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Writer's pictureAmanda Riddell

To the smug, superior Greens punching down

Nadine needs to accept that she should have spoken to me. She also needs to accept that she totally misread me.


Put it this way: a bunch of people that have jobs, partners, fulfilling lives and have consummated their relationships might want to consider why they spent so much time shaming a virgin for liking to wank, and cost her employment opportunities so that they could further exploit her. That's not to mention all the overseas travel you're doing, which is completely and utterly unsustainable. Travelling to Europe requires offsetting the same amount of carbon as a full year of driving a car. Hypocrites and champagne socialists unite! -


I'm not involuntarily celibate. It's actually a choice I made after my desire to have sex ended up with me being abused, assaulted, insulted and told that I was a fetishist that was ruining it for all the proud queers that lacked the ability to do what I did. What did I do for you lot? I shamelessly 'queered' straight spaces such as Parliament or RNZ's main office and opened up the idea that people could hobnob with the daily workers in drag. (fuck I hate that fucking terminology... that's people who can't do it bitching about those who can). Oh, plus I made this documentary that made you lot look way better than you are. I don't know if they're still making that Being Chloe documentary, but if they're not, I made this for free and I'm really angry at the Greens that tried to tell me to detransition, and are STILL telling me to detransition, stop smoking weed and be 'mr' ... actually 'am' is my composer's persona, you sexist shits. That, Nadine, is why I want you to apologise to me. -


That is why they're going to apologise and pay me regardless of whether the film goes into production.

Instead of helping me with actual assistance, including face-to-face communication; legitimate offers for the script; actually bothering to meet me for coffee or dinner; or supporting me in my quest - both the drug and trans reforms - they belittled me, insulted me, lied to me and actively told me that I was a hindrance to their political goals.


I still worked really hard on that script. I made a number of webseries episodes using my own money. They refused to even consider buying the draft unless it was exactly what they wanted. I told them to buy it and to rewrite it, and in any other country that makes films, they probably would have.


If it had been a book, they would have. A lot of pro media people vote Green, work for the party during the election years, and are members, so I actually think this genuinely represents a form of corruption. You lot decided that I could receive funding for one project that suited your interests, and have pretty much told me that, and also that I can't present other options. My short film scripts are simply a practical solution to this impasse: I get paid to make those, you buy my Tina movie and you publicly apologise for attempting to steal it. Here's my view: you guys admit guilt, and we all avoid court and possible prison terms. People report on this, shaming you slightly, but mostly allowing me to do what Gary did and bring a bunch of press articles when I present to the Select Committees on trans issues.

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